“blowing in the wind”

Alot has happened since last post…got hacked, and nothing good came from that, has made me a more then a bit paranoid.

On the homefront, same ole same ole, never enough time, no desire, no intiative….all of which leaves me feeling lost, alone, neglected, and looking….none of which I can deal with very well on my own. But what can you do?? Conversation after conversation after conversation with no action and where do we go from here?? Too much confusion inside….along with feeling unwanted, ugly and unused makes for a very unhappy girl.

And worse I feel like I have to keep it to myself because after talking it to death and nothing happening where does that leave me??

Bad day indeed.

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